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  • About
    A high school French teacher who came to it the long way, by way of a doctorate left near the finish and three and a half years in Tunisia.
  • AI
    How I use artificial intelligence, and what I think about it.
  • Blogroll
    Personal websites that matter to me, and why.
  • Bookmarks
    Links worth keeping, organized by when I found them.
  • Canon
    The concepts that stayed, and the works that carried them.
  • Changelog
    A reverse-chronological record of how this site has changed, generated from its git history.
  • Colophon
    Documents over applications. A digital garden in the metaphor of architecture. Hugo over WordPress. How and why this website is built the way it is.
  • Feeds
    RSS feeds for this site: one per room, and one for everything.
  • Field Notes
    Field notes: undeveloped ideas and observations, written down before they're understood.
  • Hills
    Convictions I have lived my way into, and would defend at a cost.
  • Now
    A monthly reflection on the month that came before: what I did, made, and thought about.
  • Service
    Where the rest of the week goes: a teen center, a crisis center, a county historical society.
  • Someday
    Things I'd like to do, make, see, and become.
  • Teaching
    French, at the school that taught it to me, and what a classroom actually transmits.
  • Uses
    The tools, systems, and machines I think with.
  • Why
    What I care about, where I'm heading, and how I hope to exist in the world.
Piazza

Essays and thinking-in-progress, arranged by maturity.

Arcade
  • Attention Is the Only Prayer
    Attention is not one capacity but two wearing the same word: one that grasps the world as material, one that receives it as a Thou. Weil, Buber, a teen center, and a kayak on the difference.
  • Mercy of the Longue Durée
    The twenty-first century has forgotten how to forget. The ancient dead are a consolation, and being erased is not the failure of a life but the condition for living one.
  • Sorcery and Sanctity
    Arthur Machen's 'The White People' locates evil not in cruelty but in the sacred grasped. Durkheim, Otto, and the Hermetic arts on the difference between hands that seize and hands that open.
  • The Bride of Sorrow
    Kierkegaard distinguished sorrow from pain; the difference is whether we reflect on our suffering. Antigone, Nietzsche, and the Stoics on the suffering that asks 'what now?' instead of 'why me?'
  • Where the Two Seas Meet
    In the eighteenth sura of the Qur'an, al-Khidr teaches Moses the one thing a prophet of the Law could not already know. On the knowledge that scholarship brings you to the edge of and cannot carry you across.
Wall
  • A Tub of Arrowheads
    The Midwest is saturated with traces of people who are themselves invisible. America's hauntings are the return of a disavowed crime, and the land acknowledgment fails in the dispossessor's own grammar.
  • East of Western Avenue
    A drive into the towns I'd lived adjacent to for thirty years and never seen. Invisibility is not a property of the overlooked place; it is a wall in the observer's own head, and every honest observation about 'them' converts into one about me.
  • Memory Needs Other People
    Memory is not storage but retrieval, and retrieval is relational. Leave your context and you don't only lose your community: you lose access to your own past. Which makes emigration a cognitive injury, not only an emotional one.
  • On analogy as method
  • Refraction
    Language was built to trade survival, not to carry experience; we share signifiers, never signifieds. Art does not reflect what it depicts: it refracts it, bending the light and narrowing a gap it cannot close.
  • The AI That Wanted Us to Be Happy
    Almost every story about AI ends with it turning on us. Naomi Kritzer wrote one where it doesn't, and the refusal of the dystopian reveal is the argument.
  • The Archive as Form
    The archive is not a window onto the past but a machine built to justify control. The meaning is in the form the historian gives the fragments, never in the fragments themselves.
  • The Use of Ruins
    We preserve ruins by taking them out of use, and the preservation is what makes them eerie. Mark Fisher, a concert at El Djem, and the modern decision to keep the past empty.
  • Third Places Close at Eight
    The American café has the furniture of a third place and almost none of its function, because the function requires that the space not be optimized, a point a Starbucks made for me by closing while I was writing this.
Stone
  • As above, so below
    The Hermetic formula for correspondence was once a claim about the cosmos. Jung kept it alive by moving the mirror inside the head, and relocating a belief into the psyche is how we are permitted to keep holding it.
Library
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